rain or sleep

            so I don't what it is about rain, I have two mixed feelings about this nutritious water. the first feelings is "great its raining outside!" people are going to drive slow, somebody will crash into something, and I'm going to be late. people drive half the speed even if its storming cats and dogs or barely wet outside. especially if I'm on my motorcycle, getting wet is no fun, it makes a great ride into something I hate. no matter how good or fast my bike is, when its raining there is no excitement from the motorcycle.
         the other feeling is that is "oh its raining outside" cool because I'm not going nowhere anytime soon. the grass is getting what it needs which makes things grow, its getting wet but I'm not in it so its cool. also it seems to put me to sleep in a good way, I guess its the sound or the thunder noise. I actually find myself laughing at people when the are walking in the rain-suckers-or the poor person with that broken window with the trash bag. damn! the beauty of living down here is that it doesn't rain for long and we cant stop it so I have to learn to love it both ways.

G.T.A. V

     so one of my favorite games has to be grand theft auto, for many reasons of course. in this game you are able to complete missions, drive multiple cars-boats-planes, or just walk around and interact with people. like in real life, in the game if you cause trouble the police will hunt you down and try to arrest you. also the more cops or pedestrians you hurt or kill the more aggressively you will be tracked down. the game gives you great freedom to do exactly what you want, you don't have to do anything really but to just walk around and explore the big city in the game. to me when you are able to what you fell like it gives you a sense of control like no other. most games if you don't do what the game is set up for its just a waste of time. but in GTA wasting time is best thing to do .

time flies

      its crazy how the months and weeks seem to fly by so quickly now a days. I wish there was more hours in the day, maybe that will help me get everything accomplished. I don't mind being busy and always dong something but sometimes I feel like if I don't focus on one particular thing, I'm not giving it %100 of my attention. writing things down on my calendar helps but then soon the month changes and completely different situations arise. I would like to go out more often if I can but its like I have to plan everything exactly by the hour which sucks. the value of time has never been more important.

open windows

     So this girl I've been dating for about a month and a half has been showing me signs of being very self conscious. I've constantly told her I do not like when anyone-man or woman,-shows up at my house unannounced because that makes me very uncomfortable and I house not to deal with it no matter what. it was last night,  I just got home tired from working 12 hours and I hear someone yelling my name "llaacccooyyyyiiiaaaaa" from outside. I knew immediately who it was I instantly became pissed. she called me twice and since I didn't answer my phone she decides to pop up. I told her to leave an of course she wants to come up stairs thinking I'm hiding another female in my room. I don't have time for women who think this way and I don't need the drama.
     I wouldn't even show up at my own moms house without her knowledge so someone else is differently not going to do that to me. so basically I'm going to give her the whole "this isn't working out for me" speech,  I will try to be cold as ice to her but I cant make any promises.

clash of clans

so I'm not big on playing games on my phone except maybe words with friends or something like that, I'm always not trying to use my phone for miscellaneous crap because I don't want it to drain my battery. also I rather playing my ps3 on my big TV rather than a little screen on a phone but for some reason this game  clan of clans I really like. mostly because it resembles another computer game I play which is command & conquer generals. its a simple game you build tanks, armies , soldiers and go and defeat other armies on the playing map. the game clash of clans is similar, but it use more of a upgrade engine in the game ,every building or soldier can be upgraded for better storage, fighting skills, or game play. which kind of sucks because you have to wait so many hours for the upgrades to complete but it does keep you heavily involved in the game. the game is simple which makes it fun I suppose and you can move every building in the game for full customization and you can constantly change your preferences.
 the game was free so I cant complain!!

darkling beetles

so I bought my emperor scorpion about 2 months ago now and of course I bought him/her food at the pet store that day. my favorite things to feed my scorpion would be large grasshoppers from outside or super worms. emperor scorpion eat all types of insect but these seem to be my favorite because they are easy to get and are very nutritious to my scorpion. super worms are the larvae stage of a dark ling beetle and like all holometabolic insects they have 4 life cycles- egg, larvae, pupa, adult. you can get super worms at any pet store, typically 25 for about $4. emperor scorpions don't eat or drink everyday but I must make sure food is readily available. the super worms are consistently hungry since they need to eat and fatten up before they change into their next life cycle stage which is the pupa stage before they become beetles so they constantly move around which makes them easier to find for my scorpion.
I have three super worms in the pupa stage in my tank now, I don't know how many my scorpion has eaten but I know there is plenty still left moving around. I decided since these worms have survived this long without being eaten they deserved to be set free. once the finish the pupa stage and become beetles I will let them outside to live- born again free

music

so me and my friend have been doing this music thing for a couple of months now, we both work at the same place right now, and also have a mutual friend that works with us. I've learned that the more songs we make I feel more inspired to do better. writing music is a great outlet to express thoughts, and the more I do it the more confident I get at it. like most people I want to get better at what I'm doing even if its just for fun, and not stay the same. each song is different and a song can be anything, any title, serious or for fun. once I put myself in the ability to make money from it, my thought process will change and I will focus more into music. but realistically its all about what pays the bills for now, I  would rather slowly take chances into the music industry rather than putting my everything into and it fails